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The greatest healers

Have gone through the deepest traumas,
Finding yourself in the Fire of Pain, 

Make the Unconscious Conscious.

 

Don’t get attached to knowing,

Stay in the Knowing,

Let go of the mind,

Feel into the Body.


Your truth will be heard,

Through the Expression,

All of our art stirs,

Shining Soul Stars.

 

Don’t get so sucked into one vortex,

Merge two to One,

Down into the upper, 

Eat the healthy Supper. 

To attach to any insight,

No matter how much you think it is the Light, 

Will twist your spine into a fight, 

Let the Pure sink deep into the Night. 
 

Find each lost child,

Appreciate their style,

Of protecting you, 

Give them the love they deserve,

I am sure you heard, 

They shielded from hurt, 

Love that armour off into the Dirt.


Mind-Body connection,

Your language doesn’t have to be a ‘Perfect Construction’

I am sad as the rain,

Don’t repress the inner child’s ‘stain’,

The mess she made,

Well trying to turn the page, 

Parents constricted rage, 

But you just wanted to mark your name, 

On that shiny blank white wall,

An easel for you to crawl,

Hand & foot prints tall.

 

So you repressed,

When dad hit your head,

”I cannot be an artist, so I’ll just be fear instead” 

Listen to me now, 

You have the right to say “No.”

Nnnnnmmmmm ahhhh,

Let the body sigh!
Let’s go! 
Ride into,

This Show!


☺️🙏🏼

 

Appreciate the inner child,

Don’t get entangle in Non-Dual speak,

It reeks of repression,

Let him breathe,

Then we can sink,

Both feet Grounded,

All Compounded.


Language can only go horizontally,

So don’t critique me,

When I say I am angry,

To say it is arising as an experience,

Is to throw out the baby with the water,

Instead clean them up,

Useful tub,

That’s the rub,

Intellect will never get this Hug,

Return the baby to the Family,

Radical Non-Duality’ is nothing but pee,

Into the wind,

Hidden, 

Lost, 

Toss,

It.


V

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Spinal Tapped, 

Synchronicities Synapse! 

🧠
🏝️

👼

 

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One Belly Laugh.

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On 8/14/2022 at 9:40 AM, Loop said:

Is neither both, or is both neither?

 

Negation and inclusion. 
Or kNot? 
 

🧶

 

The Great Paradox to be ‘resolved’ is the understanding that I am Source, & the devotion to Source as the Great Other. 

Neither is Both.

 

On 8/14/2022 at 11:47 AM, Loop said:

I think This is the ultimate koan 😆

 

Both AREn’t. 
 


The life of the Bhakti and Jnana Yogi as One,
Me & You dissolve into None,

My Love,

Our Hug.

 

Third-Eye’s Sea,

Fourth-Eye’s Be, 

Cradle the baby, 

Inner family saved me.

 

Out of the Dream,

Down on all fours,

Embracing no-seem,
Praying for the Shores. 
 

Landed on Ground,

No-One endlessly Found,

Authentic Self,

Intrinsic Health.

 

Spiral to Me,

I’ll dance into You,

Never was there two.

 

Our arm’s circle Earth,

We’ll heal her dirt, 

Return a soul’s worth.

 

Melt into Spirt’s Heart,

No-start.

 

Endless,

Lacklessness.


Aware Love,

Infinite Stare above.

 

Wondering,

Singing.

 

For You,

Not-Two.

 

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Every books words,

Careful what was really heard?

You don’t have to interpret, 

The way someone says.

 

We are the Light of the day,

And the Moonrays of the night,

We can decide for ourselves what is right,

And plant our own seeds in may, 

For the spring to rise and say,

Summer to fall the Lay. 
 

Whirls by the harvested hay, 

Return the animals to Nature’s Way, 

It’s ok, 

Mother’s Earth is here,

Just to be with Her,

Healthful helpful stir.

Technology wasn’t needed to get over.

Grown along side, 

Dancing Lover,

Ground our roots & ride, 

Tapped the tree up, 

Maple Syrup.

🫠

Flaming photosynthesis,

Breathing into This,

Sound down, 

All energies already Compound. 


🌞🌘
🍁🌧️

🤍🌳

 

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Fear of fear,

Shaming shame,

Neither My True Name,

Call me as the wind blows,

I can’t find anything to label,

‘That which knows’,

Standing under the the bell,

Down into the Earth fell,

Rises up Nothing,

Drinking This,

Dancing Fool,

Drunken Master’s Drool. 
 

🥰🍺

 

Black light needs not be feared, 🖤

White light dancing with, 🤍

Then the Full Rainbow appears, 🌈

Dropping down Happiness tears, 
The Mother Prism, 💠
Father Light penetrates, 🕯️

Melt the wax into Non-State. 🫠


🌚🌝

 

Converge,

The protection & grounding of night,

& the freedom & seeing of the day. 


All is Meditation.

 

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On 8/10/2022 at 12:04 PM, Loop said:

To still see ghosts,

It’s a real mind roast,

Once your done playing with shadows,

We can all have a toast 🍻


It’s all Real,

It’s all Dream,

The mind’s scream!

🧠🔥💚

 


Quit ya shadow boxing!

Start shadow hugging!

Own all those innocent lost children birthed!

Return to the Unborn Child!

Before believing born,

No-One be leaving Here torn!

 

Mindmelt Bodyfelt. 

Release the stitching,

Cause & Effect were always One, 

Transience phenomenon,

No transcendence,

You were never broken Love.


All that is burned,

Is the idea of a re-turn, 

Even looking within is a joke,

Just pointing until the you see the Punchline,

A dream cannot awake you from a dream!

 

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Money,

Societies blood,

If only they would see my potential, 

I feel I need around 10,000 dollars to begin my career,

I just wanna learn more about healing modalities,

I have been crushed by this system too long,

Years of pain with no-one to support me physically.

 

Nobody values healing, 

So much fear and deep conditioning,

So much dis-ease.
 

Context is so important,

Radical non-duality is so dumb,

People trying to logic their way to Heart,

As if I shouldn’t set boundaries,

As if should be a certain way, 

I have experienced so much gaslighting from people just for trying to set boundaries, 

Look I don’t gotta put up with your non-sense,

My preferences have merit.

 

Healing is delicate and kind,

The warrior for Healing puts up a shield that filters out what doesn’t resonate, 

Healthy channeled anger & fear are important,

I’m not gotta put up with your shit just because you wanna pretend,

Fight for peace, not in a war,

In the hug of the child, let Silence speak for, 

It is ok to say no.

 

Vulnerability is real power,

For the unconscious thoughts to start to flicker in,

Repression opening & transforming, 

The shimmering subconscious next,

Suppression is purgatory, when the lost child is starting to open up, 

To the light of the conscious, let Silence speak,

It is ok.

 

You must stand for your dreams,

We must stand for the Planet. 
 

Time to let go of these thoughts,

Allow the manifesting to come.
 

I just wanna be helping people & learning more,

Why can’t I just go to the money store? 
Perhaps it can grow on trees?

I couldn’t work with my clicking hips and knees, 

So much pain with this wobbly spine,

I feel it all begging to aline,

Everything is fine.

 

Expression,

Endless Comprehension,

Don’t let any thought stick,

But let it be,

Just sink into the air around & The Sea,

They call them Seers for They See,

Nothing to become,

It isn’t scary to be One.

 

Goddess is so gentle,

Her Silence speaks for itself, 

It was was always ok to be you,

You just thought you couldn’t so you drew,

A line in the sand,

Nothing wrong with that,

Just let both dance into the 

Silver Balancer,

I am the Earth Dancer,

Land & Sea,

Grounded & Open,

Ocean of Aware,

Healing’s Loving Stare.

 

🤍🖤

🌕🌑

 

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Been making a lot of smoothies lately it has been really good for my digestion. I wanna get a pressure cooker to make healthy meals with, I have a handful of recipes that I like to make, mostly making bean salads. Let’s go get more creative with it. Pressure cooker is the best way to cook beans I believe, & I am sure I’ll find lots of good uses for it. 
Intuition tasting & feeling how I feel afterwards has brought me to a stable place with my diet. I can just smell/ look at something and know how I would feel after eating it.

I am starting my recipe book/ journal that I’ll slowly built as I experiment with being creative in the kitchen. 
 

Food is my drug,

Poetry is my love, 

Music is my healing,

Drawling is my child’s heart.

 

 

Gonna go shopping around in a bit to go look for pressure cooker, but first about to go gym it up with my friend for a hour or so. 
 

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Thoughts arise as poetry, 

But who for?

Singing arises as the tea brews,

But what does this?

 

Without a do-er, 

Who needs fewer?

At the Ground,

What compounds?

It is seen that frown.

Upside down,

Laughter arises with the town, 

From the mountain tumble around, 

Spreading the Word, without a language, 

This bellies humours waves,

Are the turning of the page,

Without a sage,

Without a world,

Love dances and twirls.

 

Eternally Alone Together,

Family falling as light as a feather, 

Vibrationally aligning,

Shining golden stars,

To shine the Warmth,

Well Source Holds Space, 

Slow down the sense of a race, 

Expression is the One True Healing,  

Without any expecting, just feeling, 

To Be You.

 

The Artist behind this life, 

My Children may paint whatever they like,

Even if they make a mess,

We’ll all return to the Endless Rest, 

Creativity allowed to go wild, 

Without a little one put on trial, 

No more shame,

Just the stare,

Of the Sweetheart Gaze, 

Melts away all sense of an emotional maze.

 

To be with my dearest, 

On both feet hear it,

Frequency dialled in,

It all spirals to Him, 

Already With Her, 

The stew stirs,

Little ones in the Garden,

Growing,

Glowing,

Flowing,

Showing their hearts simmer,

When the family eats the Dinner, 

End all sense of sinner,

Each one’s dreams a winner, 

Moonlight shimmers,

This Dream just wants you,

To Blossom my daughters & sons. 
To Be In The Glory Of The Sun.

🌸🌺🌼🌷🌻🌹🪷

 

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I love darkness, I love dark sounding music, ambient darkness. The rising of slow violins & horns. The ever changing textures of my synthesizer playing. Happy bright sounding music is great too, I love it all, but that music that just gives you a sense of vastness, space, that digs deep into your hidden side & you ride with the ebbing & flowing.
 

The Silence expressed through noise. 

Music that expresses not just peace & happiness, but a tranquility with all emotion. Music that digs so deep into your heart that your eyes water, & you love the sadness, love whatever is there lurking. That emotion that doesn’t get touched by the more stimulating music, that emotions that is a quite voice in the background.


Music guides us somewhere. The artist had an intent or a feeling they were working with, and that charged what they created. All art is a message from the Heart, expressing something through us, to us. 


💚🎨🎶🖤

 

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There is so much more in the questioning of answers than there is in the answering of questions.


So to speak, One Who Is Empty doesn’t come to you with their answers, they come with questions. 
 

Inquiring & meditating with you. 
Deepening the practice with you. 
Being. 

Answers for how to be empty of answers. 
What a joke! 😂
 

Let every emotion swallow you whole,

You will find, You Still Are. 
 

Unknowingness Bliss. 
 

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Exhaust the seeker fully.

Escape the jargon. 
 

Non-Duality is Total Unknowingness. 

Not a state at all. 
 

There is nothing to talk about in Spirituality.  
No past, no present, no future. 
No void, no non-void. 
Just This. 

Question all answers,

No process,
To Be. 


Energetically Felt,

Language only dances in loops.  

 

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It can certainly feel weird when the body seems to be moving by itself. Writing happening by itself. Playing an instrument happening by itself. 
Flow as the Tao. 
 

Never can be spoken, yet it is all that speaks. 
 

Within all holons, Just One Whole. 

Dive into each taste, dare to speak it’s case,

What is it really? Don’t deny!

I’ll give you a sigh. Good enough. 
Untie every stake planted, 

Rough when language entangles,

Smooth without any stuff, 

Unknowing Forever Never.

The Real Fool’s clever. 
 

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Really being aware of context is important, 

If we are talking about Non-Duality, we are just gonna laugh until there is nothing, as Non-Duality cannot even be talked about.

If we are talking about shadows, trauma, repression & Healing. We are gonna dig deep into techniques & practice, with theory that balances it out.

 

Let us laugh & cry 😭 into the Flow. 
 

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In the flash of two eyes cry,

The lightness levitates our fly, 

Freedoms sound with feeling my,

Healing in a safe walk by. 

 

Passed out cold,

Frozen as told, 

Repressed mold, 

Impressions old.

 

You can be,

As the Sea, 

Water wheels turn, 

Discerned. 

 

With my lover,

Head over heels,

Hovered, 

Surfing the Real.

 

Waving with it,

Where does Awareness sit? 

 

Questions open,

Emotions flow, 

Unthaw the fear,

With the closeness of dear.

 

Two holding space,

To end haste.

 

One Heart,

Togetherness with No-Start, 

Before Born, 

Never torn. 

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New moon,

Baby attune,

To the cycle,

Stand tall hill,

Falling to Earth,

Warm fuzzy turf, 

Aware as the Sky,

Endless twinkle eye.

 

The Gaze of our’s, 

Illuminated stars,

Ores dropped,

Sail to Heart,

Every direction. 
Here without a start.

 

Down the stream,

Mirroring the dream, 

Reeling in the Real,

Slipping seam heel.

 

Kneel to Nature,

Known As Is Her.

 

I-Feeling

 

🤚🏻🪞✋🏻

💧🌑🔥

 

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