DMT Elf Posted April 26, 2022 Share Posted April 26, 2022 (edited) I'm not necessarily looking for any specific piece of advice, I'm mostly just curious to see what people say. So, I got interested in spirituality mostly because I felt uninspired and dispassionate about "regular life". The endless capitalistic rat race of corporate America feels like an endless hamster wheel where you're just expected to run and run and run for nothing but this idea of "progress" and "success" whatever the fuck that is... I keep getting this feeling like life is a death march into hell. Like it's all just a soulless pursuit to nowhere and there's no point. So, then you find the internet gurus, and they relate to this struggle. They make you feel like they understand, and then they tell you that it doesn't have to be that way. That you can feel inspired by life. You can live with passion, and love every moment. So I start doing "the work", I meditate, do psychedelics, contemplate etc.. all that stuff. And then that starts to feel like a rat race. I start to ask the question, wait a minute, why am I doing this again?? Ideas like "awakening", "enlightenment", "liberation", start to feel boring and tired, and I get frustrated, and "the path" starts to feel like a joke. So.. I'm bored. And a little annoyed. I don't know what to do. Edited April 26, 2022 by DMT Elf Spelling Quote Mention 😉Let It Go!😝 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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