Culture Quill

[Reena]

You'll always be wandering aimlessly like a disembodied voice in this world that is not suited for you, this world is not for me, not for you. 

Jesus Christ put it correctly, "it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God"This world is based on survival. It does not fulfill deeper needs. That's why the deeper self is at conflict with this world. 

 

Edited August 2 by Reena

[Phil]

The belief is discordant. Like unicorn (a belief). There isn’t a unicorn at odds with absolute, there just isn’t unicorns. “The relative” is a belief, on behalf of an illusory self, a unicorn. The ‘divine self’ for which there is value (this worth more than that) is the unicorn, an illusory self of thought(s), not the actual self, awareness aware of - the thoughts. There is no ‘materialistic world’, that would be ‘the relative’, and both are beliefs on behalf of the separate self of thoughts, “the one” which is “not that” (a materialistic world / divine self / the realtive etc). 

 

‘Your needs’ have never been and could never be met by anyone or anything other than - yourself. 🙂♥️

 

There is only the illusion of believing thoughts, that anything to the contrary of this, of you, awareness, has ever or could ever transpire. 

[Reena]

My life has taken a new turn. The tarot readings were right. It's a new beginning for me. 

Entry August 3.

 

[Reena]

My sex life has been going well. I feel better that I can masturbate again. I'm healing my sexual repression. 

 

[Reena]

Timeline 

Love Notes 

Burn 

Building blocks 

Happiness and motivation 

Integration 

Emotional mastery 

Progress and goals 

Strength to strength 

Specific discussions 

Eating

Expression

 

[Reena]

Unfortunately when I woke up I had a shit ton of nightmares. 

[Reena]

 

Saturday August 3. 

 

DAILY CHALLENGES 📌
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📍Work on entrepreneurship (research business ideas, study business, work on a preexisting business) for an hour 
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📍2 hours studying (outside school)
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📍2 hour reading
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📍50 minutes meditation
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📍1 hour walk
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📍9 min cold exposure 

 

 

Edited August 3 by Reena

[Reena]

 

Entry Sunday August 4. 

 

Deeper Reflections from yesterday's meditations - 

 

True happiness comes from within: External factors can influence mood, but lasting joy arises from inner peace. Focus on inner peace Reena. 

Comparison is the thief of joy: Focusing on others' achievements can hinder personal growth. I'm me, myself. Focus on my progress and how today is a better day than yesterday. 

The journey is more important than the destination: Enjoy the process and savor the moments. The precious moments of my life. Serenade. Serenity. Peace. It's all joy. In between I had been thinking what my dream home would look like. 

Your past doesn't define you: Learn from experiences without letting them dictate your future. This is an important life lesson Reena. My past is my past. Let it go. Focus on the future. 

Kindness matters: Small acts of compassion can have a ripple effect. I have been compassionate some times. I prefer to help people in private. I like privacy. I'm glad I have a beautiful home. In my heart of hearts. Graceful words. Internal strength. 

Time is precious: Make the most of every moment. This lesson I also learned from Eckhart Tolle. 

 

 

Edited August 4 by Reena

[Reena]

Meditation is a key practice i want to follow. But along with that I also want to do self inquiry and contemplations. 

 

[Reena]

Sunday is the only fun day for me. 

 

Entry Sunday August 4. 

 

4 x 15 minutes early morning walk. 

 

 1 x scale. Refer emotion for today. Emotion identification. 

 

1 × 50 minutes meditation 

 

Breakfast was OK. Healthy. 

 

How did you feel today Reena? 

 

- I felt good early in the morning. This is a good exercise for me. I felt calmer after meditation. Early morning walk was empowering. In the woods near my place and around the apartment. I felt chill like cold water. 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited August 4 by Reena

[Reena]

I have an addiction to sugar, chocolate, juices and milkshakes. 

 

[Reena]

 

Accomplished.

 

Entry Sunday August 4. 

 

4 x 15 minutes early morning walk. 

 

1 x scale. Refer emotion for today. Emotion identification. 

 

1 × 50 minutes meditation 

 

Breakfast was OK. Healthy. 

 

Work on sugar addiction. 

 

 

Edited August 4 by Reena

[Reena]

 

Entry Sunday August 4 

 

I have begun meditating since 2 days. Sometimes my mind goes completely blank during meditation. Sometimes I get insights.

 

 

 

[Reena]

 

Entry Sunday August 4 

 

DAILY CHALLENGES 📌 evening schedule 
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📍Work on entrepreneurship (research business ideas, study business, work on a preexisting business) for an hour 
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📍2 hours studying English and German 
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📍2 hour reading
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📍10 minutes meditation
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📍30 m walk
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📍9 min cold exposure 

 

Notes - I feel better that I'm able to have a schedule I follow. 

 

 

 

 

Edited August 4 by Reena

[Reena]

I'm still contemplating on the Pali Chakra model. 

 

[Reena]

 

I decided to modify the Chakra system a bit and created my own Chakra system that takes human psyche into account.

 

 

 

This is an illustration of my new spiritual model I plan to follow in my life.

 

 

 

Chakra system that I have invented on the basis of the human psyche and it's parts.

 

 

 

Ground Chakra.

 

Physical/Biological - Chemistry based.

 

 

 

Sexual - structural and chemical based

 

 

 

Mental/Somatic - Structural and Chemical based.

 

 

 

 

 

Productivity Chakra

 

Psychological - instinct and psyche based.

 

 

 

Cultural - environment based.

 

 

 

Cognitive - Intellect based.

 

 

 

 

 

Emotional Chakra

 

Emotional - instinct based. Feeling based.

 

 

 

 

 

Pali Chakra

 

 Spiritual - extra sensory based.   

 

 

 

 

 

Henceforth I'll use this system for my personal development and spirituality.

 

 

 

 

I call it the Pali Chakra system. In the image, the ground chakra is represented by a pyramid or a solid structure. This is to represent the structural component of our existence. The middle axis is the spiritual component that governs all other components and i call it Pali (named after Pali language). The emotional component is represented by a bunch of sentimental letters. The productivity component is represented by the Aztec cultural symbol. 

 

I love my husband deeply. He is what I think of all the time. I miss him when he is not around. My life has become much more beautiful and colorful after my husband has entered my life. I waited two years for him to come to me. Finally I can be at peace. He is everything I have wanted. A healthy clarity fulfilling relationship that I was looking for such a long time. Patience bears it's fruit after all. Now waits patiently for him. 

 

  

 

 

 

I love you deeply my husband. You're the love of my life. Everyday is a happy day with you. You brought a breath of fresh air into my life. You have changed me in better ways. You have taught me the value of love. You are my husband. You are my angel. What could I ask for more?
 

 

 

 

Lot of things I am falling behind on. Two learning courses that I need to be finishing. One is German language. Learning a foreign language is not easy. But I'm trying and making some progress. 

 

 

  

I should focus on a strict time table. 

 

  

Today my lunch was awesome.. A salmon, a pomfret and soya chunk curry. 

 

 

  

 

It will make me feel more organized and complete. I'm already happy. I don't think I'm looking for happiness. But I needed a model that will combine both physical and spiritual growth because physical growth is sometimes shunned in spiritual communities or made to look like it's too materialistic. So I studied the human psyche and came up with this particular formula of how the human system operates in tandem with spirituality. 

 

Physical/Biological - Chemistry based.

 

Sexual - structural and chemical based

 

Mental/Somatic - Structural and Chemical based.

 

Psychological - instinct and psyche based.

 

Cultural - environment based.

 

Cognitive - Intellect based.

 

Emotional - instinct based. Feeling based.

 

 Spiritual - extra sensory based.   

 

After writing the different structural (that is organs for example sexual organs and organs necessary for survival like lungs or liver), chemical (enzymes and hormones), biological instincts, human psyche instincts (for example the instinct of withdrawing from something dangerous or unpleasant or the instinct to determine right from wrong meaning cognitive instincts), somatic instincts like sweating or hyper alert under stress, cultural factors like certain cultures allowing more space for natural pure expression of human emotions than others, emotions and the entire range of human emotions and finally spiritual where paranormal instincts can be involved for example extra sensory perception, both paranormal and supernatural phenomena combined with human spiritual practices that might be amplifying any spiritual phenomenon like a near death experience etc. I found that outside this model theres nothing left that a human experiences. Then I realized that my model bore a resemblance to the Maslows hierarchy of needs and the Chakra system too. So I modified it slightly to fit my model. This model takes every human factor into account. Hopefully nothing is left out. Following this model or framework for growth means complete all encompassing growth. So I find this model more wholesome. 

 

 

 

Healing. Tranformation. Vulnerability. Action. Embodiment. Execution. Implementation. Alignment. Absorption. Activation. Vibration. Contentment. Connection.

 

 

  

This covers different aspects of spirituality. 

 

 

  

Configuration. The configuration of the system is an important step. Next is evolvmemt. This involves the productivity and emotional Chakra. And next is planning. You gotta plan your spiritual activities. You need to make room for it. Developing and honing spiritual instinct. This is the hardest. Healing and transformation.

 

Configuration

 

Evolvmemt

 

Planning

 

 

 

Healing. Tranformation. Vulnerability. Action. Embodiment. Execution. Implementation. Alignment. Absorption. Activation. Vibration. Contentment. Connection.

 

  

 

Notes. 

Preparing for my English test. 

Whats the difference between meditation, retrospection, reflection and introspection. 

Whats an allegory? 

a story, poem, or picture that can be interpreted to reveal a hidden meaning, typically a moral or political one.

"Pilgrim's Progress is an allegory of the spiritual journey"

What is a memoir vs. biography?

Simply put, a biography is the life history of an individual, written by someone else. An autobiography is the story of a person's life, written by that person. And a memoir is a collection of memories written by the person themselves.

 

 

 

 

  

You have to do the best that you can with whatever you have. 

Content

Excited

Optimistic

Cheerful

Satisfied

Disappointed

Hopeless

Hurt

Irritated

Hostile

Annoyed

Resentful

Insecure

Nervous

Uncomfortable

Amazed

Confused

Startled

Shocked

Stunned

Overwhelmed

Loving

Trusting

Caring

Intimate

Thoughtful

Sensitive

Compassionate

Joyful

Fearful

Scared

Worried

Terrified

Furious

Ashamed

Lonely

Grieving

 

 

 

 

[Reena]

 

 

 

 

I decided to modify the Chakra system a bit and created my own Chakra system that takes human psyche into account.

 

This is an illustration of my new spiritual model I plan to follow in my life.

 

Chakra system that I have invented on the basis of the human psyche and it's parts.

 

Ground Chakra.

 

Physical/Biological - Chemistry based.

 

Sexual - structural and chemical based

 

Mental/Somatic - Structural and Chemical based.

 

Productivity Chakra

 

Psychological - instinct and psyche based.

 

Cultural - environment based.

 

Cognitive - Intellect based.

 

Emotional Chakra

 

Emotional - instinct based. Feeling based.

 

Pali Chakra

 

 Spiritual - extra sensory based.   

 

Henceforth I'll use this system for my personal development and spirituality.

 

I call it the Pali Chakra system. In the image, the ground chakra is represented by a pyramid or a solid structure. This is to represent the structural component of our existence. The middle axis is the spiritual component that governs all other components and i call it Pali (named after Pali language). The emotional component is represented by a bunch of sentimental letters. The productivity component is represented by the Aztec cultural symbol. 

 

 

It will make me feel more organized and complete. I'm already happy. I don't think I'm looking for happiness. But I needed a model that will combine both physical and spiritual growth because physical growth is sometimes shunned in spiritual communities or made to look like it's too materialistic. So I studied the human psyche and came up with this particular formula of how the human system operates in tandem with spirituality. 

 

Physical/Biological - Chemistry based.

 

Sexual - structural and chemical based

 

Mental/Somatic - Structural and Chemical based.

 

Psychological - instinct and psyche based.

 

Cultural - environment based.

 

Cognitive - Intellect based.

 

Emotional - instinct based. Feeling based.

 

 Spiritual - extra sensory based.   

 

After writing the different structural (that is organs for example sexual organs and organs necessary for survival like lungs or liver), chemical (enzymes and hormones), biological instincts, human psyche instincts (for example the instinct of withdrawing from something dangerous or unpleasant or the instinct to determine right from wrong meaning cognitive instincts), somatic instincts like sweating or hyper alert under stress, cultural factors like certain cultures allowing more space for natural pure expression of human emotions than others, emotions and the entire range of human emotions and finally spiritual where paranormal instincts can be involved for example extra sensory perception, both paranormal and supernatural phenomena combined with human spiritual practices that might be amplifying any spiritual phenomenon like a near death experience etc. I found that outside this model theres nothing left that a human experiences. Then I realized that my model bore a resemblance to the Maslows hierarchy of needs and the Chakra system too. So I modified it slightly to fit my model. This model takes every human factor into account. Hopefully nothing is left out. Following this model or framework for growth means complete all encompassing growth. So I find this model more wholesome. 

 

Healing. Tranformation. Vulnerability. Action. Embodiment. Execution. Implementation. Alignment. Absorption. Activation. Vibration. Contentment. Connection.

  

This covers different aspects of spirituality. 

  

Configuration. The configuration of the system is an important step. Next is evolvmemt. This involves the productivity and emotional Chakra. And next is planning. You gotta plan your spiritual activities. You need to make room for it. Developing and honing spiritual instinct. This is the hardest. Healing and transformation.

 

Configuration

 

Evolvmemt

 

Planning

 

 

 

Healing. Tranformation. Vulnerability. Action. Embodiment. Execution. Implementation. Alignment. Absorption. Activation. Vibration. Contentment. Connection.

  

 

Edited August 4 by Reena

[Reena]

I want to have a framework or structure to my life. 

What are my goals? This will come under dreamboarding. 

 

Edited August 4 by Reena

[Reena]

It's early morning and I just woke up.. I need to go for a walk. 

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