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This is the only thing I can do to fix myself. Fixing myself is the only way to go forward. I pray for myself because I feel like I'm going through a crisis and I feel like a mess. 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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This is my life story. Not exactly. But this is how I feel all the time. I feel powerless. I just don't feel like I'm me anymore. 

If I were interviewed I would talk like that - 

 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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Dear God, 

Why do I feel so hopeless and helpless?why can't you show me the way you show to others. I constantly feel like a loss. I feel a sense of failure and disappointment. I do the emotional scale. It seems to go away and right the very next day the feeling comes back. Why do I feel like there's no hope? I want hope and faith. I have been terribly sick past 3 days, unable to get out of bed. I think I got Covid 19. My whole body feels achy and tired and in constant pain. Please help me cope. 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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Dear God, 

I think every prayer should be about healing. I believe that you are healing me slowly. That's what counts. 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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Dear God, 

 

I pray to God for a sense of purpose. 

 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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Dear God, 

I pray for wisdom. 

 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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Dear God, 

 

I pray for healing. 

 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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Dear God, 

 

I pray for hope. 

I pray to increase my intellectual capacity. 

 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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Everytime I feel disappointed I come back to this interview for hope and faith. 

 

 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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14 hours ago, Phil said:

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Sounds like overwhlement. 

You are a lovely person. 

 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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Some people just give you hope out of nowhere. 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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The world needs a lot of support and healing and kindness and wisdom. 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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When there's an end to animosity, there's pleasantness, when there's pleasantness there's hope, when there's hope there's a path. 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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Focus on this orbit of pleasantness, enrichment, understanding, intelligence, nourishment, wisdom, healing, guidance, vibration, compassion, hope, empathy, sincerity, kindness, connection, support, graciousness, resilience and silence. 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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My strongest prayer is this - 

 

Where there is God, there is hope. 

Where there is God, there is wisdom. 

Where there is God, there is healing. 

Where there is God, there is guidance. 

Where there is God, there is humility. 

Where there is God, there is vibration. 

Where there is God, there is compassion. 

Where there is God, there is nourishment. 

 

 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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3 key areas - 

Engagement 

Adventure 

Reward 

 

I have seen many people on the forum complain about boredom and that's legit since I've experienced bouts of it myself as well at different points of time. So I contemplated on the psychology of boredom and realised that the human brain might require certain specific areas to be activated on a regular basis to get rid of boredom. 

I think engagement especially healthy engagement is absolutely essential to keep you going through the day to overcome boredom. Whether you're on a trip with your family or waiting for someone you want to know how to spend that time in a way that keeps your attention locked in that period of time. This is one key area to overcome boredom.

 

Adventure is the next key area. If some sort of adventure is lacking in your life, it easy to feel bored. There's where to begin to attract unnecessary drama into your life which is unhealthy. Look for healthy adventure. It can be as simple as listening to music or watching a show, anything that gets you pumped up. Even positive affirmations for that matter. 

 

Reward is the next key area that I identified during my contemplation. I have understood that rewarding oneself in some form especially if you're going through intense boredom and depression lights up areas of the brain that leads to healthy stimulation. This rewarding makes you feel fulfilled and makes you want to work hard and be more productive, so always look for ways to reward yourself. It could be as simple as just walking along the beach, taking out some "me" time or eating a bar of chocolate or anything you like that makes you happy in the moment. 

 

Try out these three key areas everyday and meticulously plan your day around them and boredom will become history. 

 

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So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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