WhiteOwl Posted April 7 Share Posted April 7 I feel very fed up with "myself". My problems, my thoughts, my way of looking at things, just repeating. I want to drop it all together. I want to feel at ease in social situations, not being afraid beforehand, or be afraid to crash. I feel doubt if i can be funny and nice to be around. I felt sometimes earlier that my energy is too needy and pushes people away. I feel afraid to stand alone, or i feel very uncomfortable in those situations. I feel doubt about this weekend, there is a 24 hour rave starting saturday evening til sunday evening. Ideally i would like to be a part of it, but i feel worry how i will feel and if i will feel alone. I consider waiting and building myself up more, to feel more ready and flowing. But at the same time i feel bad for missing it. Some parties are "important", even though more are coming. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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