Scared to Speak Up During Meetings

[Mandy]

@Orb Oh, really, were you out in the middle of the night working on real estate? 😉

 

[Orb]

@Mandy I was working with a potential lead. 🥴

[Mandy]

@Orb Reeeeeally? 🤔

[Orb]

@Mandy nah lol. 

[Mandy]

@Orb All the threads I have going on different topics right now aren't really different topics. It's like untangling string, I loosen one loop, it tightens another.

[Mandy]

And by I, I mean you, but not really you.  

[Orb]

2 minutes ago, Mandy said:

@Orb All the threads I have going on different topics right now aren't really different topics. It's like untangling string, I loosen one loop, it tightens another.

Idk about that. 🤔

[Mandy]

@Orb Was the girl of your dreams what you were going after the night you crashed your car? 

[Orb]

@Mandy hell no lol. The girl of my dreams always slips through my fingers. I have been cursed knowing she exists but is always out of reach. 

[Mandy]

@Orb So what were you out for that night? 

[Orb]

@Mandy to release, and have a fun experience. I manifested it.

 

Plus a girl ******* my **** is far more enjoyable than doing work lol. 

Edited March 21, 2023 by Orb

[Orb]

What has this thread come to.

[Mandy]

@Orb It's the same subject. The dream job/ dream girl isn't gonna come from using or holding the currently available one at bay as a means to an end. 

[Orb]

4 minutes ago, Mandy said:

@Orb It's the same subject. The dream job/ dream girl isn't gonna come from using or holding the currently available one at bay as a means to an end. 

I don't understand.

[Mandy]

@Orb You seek out women to meet a need, not because you really appreciate them. It's the exact same thing you're doing with this job. Bring in the appreciation, and random girl will become the woman of your dreams, or your woman of your dreams will become. Bring in the appreciation and the job will become the job of your dreams, or the job of your dreams will become. 

 

They. Are. Not. Two. 

[Orb]

@Mandy that's not true, there's some women I really appreciated, they just didnt like me back or were taken. 

 

I'm not a fan of dating just any woman. I hate that double standard. How women can have preferences and reject whoever they want, but I'm in the wrong for having preferences too. 

[Mandy]

@Orb Appreciation and acceptance as in choice by preference are not the same thing. Appreciation is now, vibrational. No one said your preferences were wrong, but if you can't accept the gift that you got now, you won't even recognize the next one coming. Treat your current job like it's the woman of your dreams and see what happens. 

[Phil]

5 hours ago, Orb said:

So if I use the emotional scale just once and go all the way up to love, will all the trauma and fears be gone? 

Wha’s wanted is feeling better. ‘If’ isn’t using the scale, and the point of the scale is feeling better. If’ ing and expectations is more an orientation of away from fear / using the scale. Fear’s an emotion which is felt, not a thing or things as in fears. The scale isn’t about getting rid of emotion, it’s more about acknowledging, allowing, understanding & expressing the emotions. Therein it’s inherently about presence as well. With respect to trauma it helps with processing, understanding and transmuting.

[Orb]

@Phil I hear you, a wall is put up between me and the healing, that wall is conceptualizing/IFs.

 

So basically. Just do it! 

[Phil]

@Orb

I’m scare is suffering, allowing the recognition & feeling of the emotion fear is relief from resistance, letting discordant thoughts go is divine. 

Non-doing.