Reena Posted March 18, 2023 Author Share Posted March 18, 2023 This guy is so foolish. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 18, 2023 Author Share Posted March 18, 2023 Nico is a smart thin skinny guy. But he is quite sharp. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 18, 2023 Author Share Posted March 18, 2023 (edited) I had a dream last night. In that dream I was being controlled by a cult.. His name was Mikkey. I was being adopted by an old woman. She was sweet. I was bleeding on the bench of a church. And I was 14 years old So she came and took me home. Mikkey was her younger sister's son. He was older than me. Mikkey was dominating. He was like a cult leader and it was a big family. He would control me In the dream, he tried to rape me. My adoptive mother was far away and she had let him take care of the home the whole time she was away Edited March 18, 2023 by Cupcake Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 18, 2023 Author Share Posted March 18, 2023 (edited) I dreamt about these 2 characters. One is Bertram. He is a king with great wealth. And the other is Chester. Chester is an obsessive guy who pressures me too much to fall in love with him. Edited March 18, 2023 by Cupcake Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 19, 2023 Author Share Posted March 19, 2023 I masturbated again after many days and now I feel guilty. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 19, 2023 Author Share Posted March 19, 2023 Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 19, 2023 Author Share Posted March 19, 2023 I wanted to do makeup. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 19, 2023 Author Share Posted March 19, 2023 I felt like I wanted to be in a cult. Because in the dream I saw a cult torturing me.. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 19, 2023 Author Share Posted March 19, 2023 I feel shitty right now. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 19, 2023 Author Share Posted March 19, 2023 - I want to join theater - I want to write End of Days. - and I want to imagine what life would be like with Mikkey - and yes I wanna watch something on YouTube. - and I want to do makeup Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 20, 2023 Author Share Posted March 20, 2023 And then I had another person who appeared in my dreams and I name him Axton. Axton tried to have sex with me and I gave in. This is the first time ever that I imagined a guy having sex with me but also that this guy was being protective of me. He was being careful with me. He was giving me lots of attention I could belong to him. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 20, 2023 Author Share Posted March 20, 2023 (edited) Trenton Quinn Adgin Manny David Witherbee Dale Bert Dawson Gayle Zane Pearce (basically P) Andy Hunter Nico Bertram Chester Mikkey Axton Edited March 20, 2023 by Cupcake Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 21, 2023 Author Share Posted March 21, 2023 End of Days. It's very hard for me to articulate stuff. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 21, 2023 Author Share Posted March 21, 2023 (edited) I get mistreated a lot. I get misunderstood a lot. I get taken for granted a lot. It can be frustrating to be treated this way. Always having everything chaotic. Always be told that I'm manipulative when I'm not trying to manipulate. It's the same old same old rigmarol. Edited March 21, 2023 by Cupcake Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 21, 2023 Author Share Posted March 21, 2023 So I'm writing a novel now.. I'll call it "End of Days." And my character in the novel is Cupcake. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 21, 2023 Author Share Posted March 21, 2023 I make cute mistakes. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 21, 2023 Author Share Posted March 21, 2023 I bought a bunch of perfumes. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 28, 2023 Author Share Posted March 28, 2023 I woke up suddenly. I suffered nightmares again. I don't remember the content of the nightmares But there were a bunch of people in my dreams. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 29, 2023 Author Share Posted March 29, 2023 Life with Mikkey. I really don't know. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted March 31, 2023 Author Share Posted March 31, 2023 I still love Manny. But Manny is not enough. He seems a bit passive to me. Of course he is very loving. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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