@Faith
Hii thanks a lot. Would surely read the book you recommended by Eckhart Tolle. And haha, I would forever like to remain newbie dude, considering the infinite magnitude of this "rabbit hole".
Ah so you say "They are all objects known to consciousness". I know the objects we both are talking about, at least I hope we both are talking about the same objects haha xD. But when you say "consciousness", my mind looks again for an object or assumes a "brain causing consciousness" or it struggles to find something called "consciousness" to have an reference experience of. If consciousness is prior to mind, then it'll forever struggle or grasp.
So how to move prior to mind or how to recognize I never was the mind?
This quote "What's looking is what you're looking for" is also confusing xD.
What's looking - No-thing or nothing but the mind needs a thing. It refuses to accept this xD.
Also deep sleep might be better reference experience for me for No-thing. There's nothing there and it's so nothing that I can't even say there's nothing there. So empty.
Also I feel like deep sleep and the awaking state like an On/Off light bulb these days. When I wake up, I "see" a lighted up room, when i sleep, nothing exists.
Read this Light bulb analogy somewhere but yes, it sure feels like light blub.
Can my mind grasp consciousness from this light bulb analogy?