Sethv

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I LOVE YOU "GUYS", ALL OF YOU(ME'S)!!! ❤️

So… this might be obvious for some ME’s out there, but for …. sakes, last night it dropped on me. The emotional “ladder”. When you find out who you really are, but for a bunch of other reasons you “forgot”, and it happens that you work in a place crawling with envy and for “a bunch of reasons” you have no problem withe the envy crowd but don’t know how to “understand” THEM (for obvious reasons, right?). But “MOTHER FLUFFLER!! YOU GOT THIS SON!!!” And you finally get the other term “transmutation” ( why not call it “stop playing with it wrong because you’ll go blind”). so… last year when sucking at gods little finger (watching Phil and Mandy’s videos) and surrendering to discordant thoughts (I am afraid if i let go my gf, mom and dad will find me incapable to move, shit and not able to touch my self,… because depression was the only thing now), jumping out of bed laughing “THIS IS IT!!….” I did my regular stuff… and I was bouncing in and out because the emotional scale got me confused. how come? Well, being, and finding out “there is this thing that you can use to create” made me feel like there is something missing. Until last night when all that finger sucking made it clearer, YOU USE THE GOD DAMN LADDER (emotional scale) to SEE/FEEL and EXPRESSING “why that envy makes you FEEL SEPARATE FROM THEM!! From you, from LOVE… AND NOT AS A WAY TO BANG THE NEW BLONDE IN TOWN(although 😬ups!?)…

“Alright alright alright!” so… “I’ve done the math” and the other shoe fell off 🤣🤣 Me wanting control (money… or what ever is thought), is me not having the control. Sooo I felt discord which is sensation AKA LOVE/Happiness/Joy…so I can feel “ME”… Creator Creating Creation… Love Loving Love…🤣🤣🤣🤣 or… m I missing something?

O M G... I just realised that all the things that I have wrote on the dreamboard are all related to CONTROL 🤣🤣🤣🤣 And all the "stress" that I have felt was ME CONTROLLING THE *@$* OUT OF IT 🤣🤣🤣 the hell with this 🤣🤣🤣 Let's get a leash on that control 🤣🤣

@Dima same here! Thank you!

@Dima You sound like Oogway😍

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So... I guess shame knows only shame Fear knows only fear. Beliefs knows only beliefs..... But at "the end" of the day: No One LIKES feeling bad.

Ok so i need to write "I would like a remote job!" (But that already is, because I like the ideea of working from home😅) Or "I want... I have..."?

Can I change my nickname from Sethv to Cheshire?❤️🤣🤣🤣🤣

“what is understanding” From “Alice in wonderland “ Alice talking for the first time with Cheshire “- What do you call yourself? - Alice - The Alice!? - There has been some debate about that - I never get involved in politics. You best be on your way. - What way? All I want to do is wake up from this dream. - Fine. I’ll take you to The Hare and The Hatter But that’s the end of IT.”🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

@almond I used to ask myself "how am I like Tai Lung, Lord Shen, Kai?" To find out some resistance🤣

Why not?! 🤣 Fun is fun when it's fun😅

Sometimes I force myself to learn stuff so I can show others so they will apreciate me so I can feel better about myself, so I can apreciate myself. I even use to write in such a way (to make sure that even before people reed it), I wanted to let then know how sorry I was for bothering them in the first place! Life was like a chess game in my mind... "I need to make sure that this move triggers that move so I can make my next move"... for what?... until recently a friend 😌 pointed out how I can not know if I bother him. Or what is he's idea of bothering... and so it clicked (again) the hole clip is.....❤ but, it made more sense from min 0:51

@Indiguise EXACTLY!!

Eating pudding and watching The Matrix “there is no spoon”, for the spoon, there is only chocolate pudding, everywhere the spoon turns there is only pudding….

Can anyone explain some “insights” that keep coming when meditating? 1. The most common is a sensation of “a second wind”, where I feel like I can breathe more and somehow the air is “fresher”… 2. And …the one that “freaks me out” is when I get “hit” (like a deer on the road) or better said the body seems to get “wrapped whit this white light”. This one kinda gets me in to a “panic mode” and I don’t know what to do about it, my breathing is getting faster and I kinda snap out of the meditation “because”…. Well… its hard to explain🤣

I can’t talk from a parent point of view, but only as a son My folks use to lie in front of others so they can “protect how others are seeing our family”… lies to hide the shame they were carrying because of there upbringing… drunken parents (my grandparents), convicted brothers (my uncles) addicts… uneducated siblings… And I use to hate watching them hide behind lies, only lies upon lies… I hated them because they never tried to change, or outgrow one of them. And so I started to wonder if it’s in my fate/universal DNA or something… because it was and some days it still is a struggle. It took a while for “it” to settle and whiteout not even knowing, expressing “the problem” it somehow magically started to resolve by itself. I started journaling and in journaling I started to see the topic/subject like “I think this would be a nice painting”… and in time things changed… I found peace and understanding. and short after Mandy and Phil came into the picture and more and more started to “make sense” 🙂 so…@WhiteOwl , expressing my thoughts/emotions and patience made a big impact in my case. Some time we have to give some time TO time! I hope it helps!🤗

Sitting whit "what you want to let go of?" seems like the answe to "what is understanding?" Phil's pointers.... And both can bring you from anywhere under "contentment" to... contentment or dare I say, to "IT contentment"

Hello! 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗.....

Hello to all! I can say that a movie brought me to the path... In 2008 when the first KUNG FU PANDA came out, it seemed to be the first Ox painting. And by the end of 2016 I was fully following the footsteps... so from my heart of hearts I can recommend Kung fu Panda 1, 2 and 3.