Sethv

will.i.am - This Is Love (Lyrics) ft. Eva Simons - YouTube

I LOVE YOU "GUYS", ALL OF YOU(ME'S)!!! ❤️

So… this might be obvious for some ME’s out there, but for …. sakes, last night it dropped on me. The emotional “ladder”. When you find out who you really are, but for a bunch of other reasons you “forgot”, and it happens that you work in a place crawling with envy and for “a bunch of reasons” you have no problem withe the envy crowd but don’t know how to “understand” THEM (for obvious reasons, right?). But “MOTHER FLUFFLER!! YOU GOT THIS SON!!!” And you finally get the other term “transmutation” ( why not call it “stop playing with it wrong because you’ll go blind”). so… last year when sucking at gods little finger (watching Phil and Mandy’s videos) and surrendering to discordant thoughts (I am afraid if i let go my gf, mom and dad will find me incapable to move, shit and not able to touch my self,… because depression was the only thing now), jumping out of bed laughing “THIS IS IT!!….” I did my regular stuff… and I was bouncing in and out because the emotional scale got me confused. how come? Well, being, and finding out “there is this thing that you can use to create” made me feel like there is something missing. Until last night when all that finger sucking made it clearer, YOU USE THE GOD DAMN LADDER (emotional scale) to SEE/FEEL and EXPRESSING “why that envy makes you FEEL SEPARATE FROM THEM!! From you, from LOVE… AND NOT AS A WAY TO BANG THE NEW BLONDE IN TOWN(although 😬ups!?)…

“Alright alright alright!” so… “I’ve done the math” and the other shoe fell off 🤣🤣 Me wanting control (money… or what ever is thought), is me not having the control. Sooo I felt discord which is sensation AKA LOVE/Happiness/Joy…so I can feel “ME”… Creator Creating Creation… Love Loving Love…🤣🤣🤣🤣 or… m I missing something?

O M G... I just realised that all the things that I have wrote on the dreamboard are all related to CONTROL 🤣🤣🤣🤣 And all the "stress" that I have felt was ME CONTROLLING THE *@$* OUT OF IT 🤣🤣🤣 the hell with this 🤣🤣🤣 Let's get a leash on that control 🤣🤣

@Dima same here! Thank you!

@Dima You sound like Oogway😍

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So... I guess shame knows only shame Fear knows only fear. Beliefs knows only beliefs..... But at "the end" of the day: No One LIKES feeling bad.

Ok so i need to write "I would like a remote job!" (But that already is, because I like the ideea of working from home😅) Or "I want... I have..."?

Can I change my nickname from Sethv to Cheshire?❤️🤣🤣🤣🤣

“what is understanding” From “Alice in wonderland “ Alice talking for the first time with Cheshire “- What do you call yourself? - Alice - The Alice!? - There has been some debate about that - I never get involved in politics. You best be on your way. - What way? All I want to do is wake up from this dream. - Fine. I’ll take you to The Hare and The Hatter But that’s the end of IT.”🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

@almond I used to ask myself "how am I like Tai Lung, Lord Shen, Kai?" To find out some resistance🤣

Why not?! 🤣 Fun is fun when it's fun😅

Sometimes I force myself to learn stuff so I can show others so they will apreciate me so I can feel better about myself, so I can apreciate myself. I even use to write in such a way (to make sure that even before people reed it), I wanted to let then know how sorry I was for bothering them in the first place! Life was like a chess game in my mind... "I need to make sure that this move triggers that move so I can make my next move"... for what?... until recently a friend 😌 pointed out how I can not know if I bother him. Or what is he's idea of bothering... and so it clicked (again) the hole clip is.....❤ but, it made more sense from min 0:51