I already asked this to other people and their responses already resonated, "feeling rather than understanding" and "it already works through you and arises naturally, no active part needed".
@Orb Living it while doing the dishes for example 😉 A realization I had was of me being a creator who has desires arising and then keeps sailing in that direction, no matter what oceanic storms are met along the way (like scary barking dogs or limiting beliefs). They are dealt with, and then I move on towards the destination which is already in my heart. It has a magical feeling to it. And I kinda integrated it: The desire for strawberries comes up and I go along the way till the destination. This magical feeling accompanies all of that.